June 2012
68 posts
I'm not a sideline kind of girl...
I think that’s been one of my biggest conflicts in relationships. Yes, I will support you… but I expect the same support back. I can’t just be the cheerleader girlfriend who cheers someone on in their passion while I let mine just wither away. If I end up dating a bboy just know that I will record your battles when needed but you will need to do the same for me. Know that yes we...
Update.
To say things have been a wee bit hectic is an understatement. Even though there have been many ups and downs, sleepless nights, and busy days, I’m actually very happy. I’m happy to be working, even if it is taking up the majority of my weeks. I’m happy being single. I am happy that I am not able to go online at any moment. I started drinking more water, sketching, and I’m...
Hello doubts.
Over Facebook.
“I am lonely, yet not everbody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the...”
– Anais Nin (via vertigoverb)
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via assirrrak)
Watchliveitbaby09:
Haha christys face
I think my thoughts were “I do not approve.”
Lone Wolf.
Sometimes I feel like I kid myself. At the end of the day I know I’m a lone wolf at heart. Always & Forever.
Is it too much to ask for...
to have a man that can go with me to hip hop events on Saturdays and church with me on Sunday? I’ll keep dreaming.
Tired of stress and this weight on my shoulders i’ve been carrying around. Going out with my home girl SHE-NICE and going to listen to some dope music and get down. My positive outlet for things.
Flat out.
There will be people who will undercut you, judge you, criticize you, talk crap about you, and place themselves above you. They will judge you on experiences they’ve never had with you, or things from your past. It’s okay, let them. If that is the path that they want to take then so be it, but stay on your path and let it pass. People can be vicious. Everyone wants mercy but no one...
Grudges
Waste of time, no point in holding them anymore. Letting go of everything.
For the better.
Working on applying the word to my life. I catch myself slipping up, but just trying to correct those instances when I do catch myself. This is really challenging.
"You got skinnier."
The things i’d do for just a “hello, how was your day?”
Thank God.
Days like this where I feel the sun on my skin makes me want to cry. So grateful.
One uppers.
Ugh.
Out of the blue.
Just received a text message from someone asking how I was doing and if I was okay. The kindness of others really makes me happy.
High expectations.
I think I have high expectations for guys that I date because of my guy friends. My close guy friends open the door for me, even the car door. Also pay for me at times… though I might have to try and fight against them paying, and it’s not even paying for something that matters it’s the gesture itself. They always tell me to drive safe, or to text them when I get home to let them...
“From birth we’re taught that we’re owed a beautiful girl. We all think of...”
– David Wong, 5 Ways Modern Men Are Trained to Hate Women
That last line is right on the money.
(via albinwonderland)
this is why i’m so distrusting of men. i really really like them, until they show me this side of themselves, and then all i want to do is beat the shit out of them for being like...
Today is beautiful.
I have wonderful people in my life who reach out to me, even some people I literally just met. Even if they haven’t been in my situation, they do not judge my situation, they are genuinely concerned for my well being and offer their kindness and advice. For the most part, I don’t talk to people about things going on in my life directly because most are quick to judge and tell you what...
